Cold clammy hands wrapped around my forearms… His dark brown emotionless eyes staring deeply into mine. Crying, hoping the feeling of the pressure he’s applying with his body goes away… this isn't happening... this isn’t happening. The feeling of his hot steamy breath on my neck still lingering. Stuck frozen not being able to move… I’m stuck.  Laying there with my eyes tightly closed, still saying not a word… silence. I want to scream but I can't… I try, but all that comes out is soundless air. My breath trembles… My hands shaking, the feeling of my stomach crumbling into a ball… I opened my eyes very slowly… All I see is that evil smile… I will never forget