I have come to the realization that no matter what you will have people come and go. You will also have feelings come and go, I have woke myself up to accept the fact that I like Cole. I can try to tell myself that I do not have feelings for him and tell other that I do not like anyone but the longer I hold on to that the longer I break myself down. I want to tell people but I do not want them to tell him and my world come a crashing because I told one person it and everything crashes. You feelings can make or break you but that is what makes you human. My flaws are what makes me, me and my feelings are what makes me human so I can choose to accept my feelings or break myself down.