If you only knew how I'm hanging by a thread, how that thread is about to snap, sending me, hurling me to the ground below. Where finally, I'll crack. into a million pieces. If I don't do that already. the pain is overwhelming; the feelings are intense. i Don't know when or why things atarted falling apart, but they did. And this sin't like a puzzle; i can't just put the pieces back together. It isn't that easy. I wish it was. And i haven't cried, I haven't complained. Not to a soul. But i can't keep up the facade anymore; everything is building up so high, it's about to fall; turn over and fall. Just like me; I'm forever falling and can't seem to reach out to anything to grab. I know that i can't cry. No. I'm too strong for that... I'm just too strong.