I wish I could turn back time to the good old days. Days where I was just a little kid. Days where I was free. Change everything that was wrong. But, you can’t change the past. You just can learn from it. Even how hard you try. It won’t happen. Trust me. If I did change the time, I won’t be here writting this essay.

If I had the chance to go back in time, I won’t change anything but I would like to meet the small me. I want to hug the small me and say that “Everything will be just fine. People just need time to understand you. You are complicated but awesome. Everyone will judge you but they can’t determine who you will be in the future.” And then, I will not do anything else but just walk away and when back to the future.

I know how it’s feel. The feel that can make you cry and suffer the whole time. The treatment that I really want at that time is just a hug and someone to tell me that everything is okay. Someone that can tell me you are a strong kid. You can do this.