All I could remember was the sound of the rain as I was looking for you.

The last time I saw you we were in a screaming match and you walked out

And the next thing I know I’m walking around aimlessly in the middle of nowhere looking for you. 

I walk.

And walk

And walk.

Until I find you…

And honestly? 

I wish I hadn’t. 

At first, I didn’t even know you were there.

I tripped over you

and slipped face-first into the mud. 

I looked back and there you were. 

Lying cold.

Still

And not breathing….

Everything went silent 

And the only sound was the sound of my screaming.

I held your cold figure and I just… 

Screamed.

I didn’t call anyone

I didn’t carry you to safety

In all my screaming?

I didnt even cry. 

Just two people.

One dead

And the other traumatized. 

 -LBZ:/