The words get jammed in my mouth
This ongoing twist of thoughts running through my mind
Agonizing to come out in a rushing slur
It's taunting me to hold it in
The memories teasing me
They won't let me go
They have me in a bind
Unable to move forward
I'll never live it down
Can't take back the constant chamber of mistakes I'm in
Reverberating voices constantly reminding me of my infamous moments I just can't shake off
This hemorrhage in my mind will never sustain
Never persist to agonize my body and soul
These mistakes trap me under pressure that won't let me go
And no I'm left with a void in my life i just can't shake off