The feeling of grievance comes back to me

Did not want to withdrew, so I stuck through

But then I got the feeling of dismay

Whether I should stay or stray

Because I’d get hurt anyway

My heart so desperate to part

It feels so terribly traumatic

The way I feel is genuine and real

Although it may seem overdramatic

The air fills with what I cannot bare

I utterly feel unfree

Foggy captivity of negativity

So much that I cannot see

I push myself to try harder

But I do not even know what to do

It hurts and disconcerts

Yet it is not even on you

The feeling of grievance comes back to me